This may seem strange to you, that I am a regular ole guy who is a blogger and I write about sex related topics and that I would think about Phil Spector.
I do not personally know Phil Spector. All that I know is he is an older Jewish man who is a record producer and her made 100's of millions of dollars from it.
Phil Spector is currently in prison for the murder of Lana Clarkson.
Phil Spector lived in a castle type home in LA.
Supposedly at the time of this murder of Lana Clarkson, Phil was in a marriage with a woman quite a bit younger than himself.
Long story short, Phil and the driver of his black Mercedes were out at a club and Phil met Lana Clarkson, who was a tall blonde (almost 6' ) struggling actress who worked as a manager in a restaurant. More or less, Phil came across as a powerful man with connections in Hollywood and I am sure that was desirable to Lana Clarkson, who needed a jump start in her career.
I am sure many women in Hollywood have bedded and sucked the cock of many a powerful dirty old man in Hollywood, or any where for that matter.
I am also sure that Phil used his great wealth and power to his advantage as most rich and powerful men do. Lana agrees to go home to Phil's place.
Phil has a past reputation of liking hand guns and being forceful with women. Keep in mind, Phil is like 5' 6" and 135 lbs. Small in physical size, but with great wealth and a hand gun and a past reputation of bullying women, add to that quite a few drinks, the prestige of a driver and living in a castle, and what happened is much more understandable.
Lana probably realized she made a bad decision in going to Phil's place. Phil probably had her just where he wanted her, a woman who needed an opportunity, who needed some money and she was quite physically attractive.
I have no doubt about it, that when she was not catering to Phil sexual advances wishes, Phil used his hand gun as a power prop. Don't forget, he just met her that evening. He was drinking, he has a driver, he has his gun and the tall beautiful bitch probably was not sucking his cock like he hoped for.
As I am sure has done many times in the past, he pulled his hand gun out as an instrument of power, said something to the effect of, look here bitch, you better start sucking my cock. You want to advance your career, don't you?
Hand gun ends up in Lana's mouth some how and Phil pulls the trigger. Lana's head and teeth are blown to smithereens and she dies instantly. Phil goes out to his driver and says, I think I killed some one.
Two or three years later Phil is found guilty of the murder of Lana Clarkson.
Not until after a long legal fight is Phil claiming that Lana was suicidal and killed her self.
Phil made a video, explaining his innocence and I will post that here. >>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dL5jYew2ys
Being honest, I think of Phil Spector almost every day. Why? Cause I think of how he is worth like $300 million and because of his hobby of playing loosely with guns, he murdered this girl and now Phil's life is fucked for it.
I imagine that he spends like 23 hours a day in a cell that is 6 feet by 8 feet. That if only he paid for fucken hookers, which rich bastard that he is, even if he spent $1,000 cash a day on a higher class escort, that is like piss money to Phil. But no, he has to be a fucken idiot and meet regular civilian women and play this power game.
Now, for the rest of his life he will rot away in prison for taking this struggling girls life.
YOU and me are most definitely more of a common person than Phil Spector was. I don't know about you, but I do not have $300 million in the bank. (which could easily produce $15 mil a year in tax free income if invested in AAA insured tax free municipal bonds) (Mitt Romney's current income is exclusively in this manner and Mitt is worth like $250 mil)
Why do I feel empathy towards Phil Spector? Well, Lana is dead. What ever sympathy I have for her, it is because she is gone....dead.
But Phil, his fucken life now rots away in prison. He should have been like all other wealthy old men, enjoying the remaining years of their life peacefully and with out great stress.
He had to be an asshole though and have guns be a part of his every day fucking around.
You and me do not have $300 mil in the bank, but you and me have some thing that Phil does not have, that is freedom of time and freedom of our self.
What good is all the money in the world if you spend 23/7 in a 6' x 8' prison cell, with no hope of it ending till you are maybe 90 years old.
Phil Spector Wikipedia link. >>> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phil_Spector
Lana Clarkson Wikipedia link. >>> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lana_Clarkson
CelebrityNewWorth.com >>> Phil Spector. Click here. >>> http://www.celebritynetworth.com/richest-businessmen/producers/phil-spector-net-worth/
Why do I think of Phil Spector in this manner? I'll tell you why. Cause you or I could just as easily fuck up like Phil did. I am NOT saying this against hand guns, BUT, if you have one and accidentally or intentionally kill some one with it, you can and most definitely will be in the predicament that Phil is in today.
You can go from having 100% freedom and some money in the bank, to a life in prison, at the snapping of your finger, that is how fast.
Every day in the news people are arrested for murder. Multimillionaire Phil Spector is one of them.
See the freedom you have to read these very words I am typing? Phil is in a prison cell and does not have that freedom.
Thanks for listening to my thoughts of Phil Spector. Phil, if ever you read these words, I feel for you. I feel for Lana too, cause her life is gone. But for you I feel for, cause your life is effectively gone now too.
YOUR life and my life might not be perfect, but freedom to have an imperfect life, is a good thing.
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